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i know
i guess blogger just isnt that... cool anymore
argh
i feel like a trend whore.
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ive never felt so empty
watching you walk away
ive never felt so wishful
that you would stay

youve said goodbye a million times
youve walked away, and i was fine
you stood at the doorway looking like you would cry
and i looked away cos if i stayed i know i'd have cried too

Chorus
Why do i have to be strong
they say its right but i feel so wrong
i wanna let it loose
and fall down to my knees
begging you please
dont go

we've had our fights
i remember the looks we both had
we've had our times
when we were so mad
but for some reason i cant remember now.

we stayed up till the crack of dawn
talking about the lives we've moved on
we both laughed, sometimes we cried
and held each others hands throughout the night.

Chorus
Why do i have to be strong
they say its right but i feel wrong
i wanna let it loose
and fall down to my knees
begging you please
dont go

i wanna beg you
i wanna make you
turn around
stand your ground
i wanna make you
i wanna hate you
but still i love you
and thats why its hard,
i cant let go
i cant.
i cant let go...
i cant.



do you really think
that after all this time
im just gonna throw you away

do you really think
after all this while
im just gonna let you walk away.

cos i didnt shed those tears
i didnt share those fears
i didnt walk right through the fire
just for you
so that i
after all this time
would just throw it all away.

Chorus
just cos the winds sweeping us away
the waves crash harder everyday
just cos the ground begins to break
doesnt mean that i wont
cherish everyday,
cos of all the memories
and the things youve done for me
i cant let go of the one
whos always been there for me
so no matter where you go
and no matter what you do
ill always be right behind you
ill always be right beside you
ill always
always be here for you.

dont let the world
tear us apart
cos you know it
will break both our hearts

i cant imagine
saying your name
and listening
for a reply that never came.

i cant just let you slip away
and live this lonely world
by myself everyday
i cant live through the memories
slowly hurting me.

Chorus
just cos the winds sweeping us away
the waves crash harder everyday
just cos the ground begins to break
doesnt mean that i wont
cherish everyday,
cos of all the memories
and the things youve done for me
i cant let go of the one
whos always been there for me
so no matter where you go
and no matter what you do
ill always be right behind you
ill always be right beside you
ill always
always be here for you.



what little life i have has RETURNED
only to be snuffed out by the RETURN OF RESULTS.(sequel to, END OF EXAMS)
okay
so ive been gone a while off the face of the internet world
(although who really reads this thing anyway? psh.)
(i like saying psh. its like... pshhhhhh.)
anyway
okay so today my class went on its second official field trip of the year
to the best
most exciting place in the world!!!
if you guessed telekom right off the corner of batu lintang
hot damn you are right.
yes
we went
to
telekom
a telekom carnival
where the music is bad
people hand out brochures (you know my weakness... ill explain later.)
and free stuff (yet another addiction)
and there are no (unfortunately) bearded ladies
or candy floss
WHICH BRINGS THE QUESTION
why call it a carnival?!?
its not exactly FUN.
we had to resort to SLOW DANCING TO A SONG FOR EXCITEMENT.
SLOW
DANCING.
(and the song was retarded too it was this bad beat and a guy in the background saying POOP THE ROOF in a bad accent... i HOPE it was meant as pop the roof.)
oh and when we finally got into this tiny crowded room
only to get told how
GREAT THE APPLE TV IS
HOW EFFICIENT THE APPLE TV IS
AND HOW I HAVE AN APPLE TV WHICH SHOULD PROVE TO YOU
ITS THE BEST THING SINCE SLICED CHEESE (bread,ham, etc.)
but it was actually
fun for a bit
i guess because all the brochures got to my head
and made me all happy.
dont ask
BUT
SINCE YOU DID
okay
so i have an addiction okay?
for collecting brochures
the pretty colourful creative ones that have nothing to do with me but just SEEM SO COOL.
its like

come here sam.. you know you want me... ill tell you alllll about islamic insurance planning...mmmmm

and next thing you know
i have fifteen brochures on telekom
insurance
and smth about a colouring book.
so whats MY witty plan?
besides throwing it in the bin?
cos thats just too subtle.
(sarcastic.)
i cleverly james bonded my way into the air conned area
sat on a chair
and put my brochures oh so carelessly down next to me.
then when we left
"forgetting" i put them there
and leaving them
is it sad to say i felt like 007
cos i left my brochures somewhere
and didnt get caught out?
no.
=D
okay
so tomoro is halloween
HALLOWS EVE
BOOGA BOOGA.
and me and boby,rachel and del
are having a
SPOOKY SLEEPOVER.
of death and havoc
and space alien monkeys
freaky.
watching horror movies
telling spooky stories (the spooky house on the spooky street that johnny thought was... spooky.)
and eating our faces in.
not out
in.
=D
also quite tired after blogging my fingers out.
(also fingers are tired cos played under the rainbow... EXTREME.)
i gotta go now
have to have a shower
and watch supernatural




my sister loves me so much she pours ice down my back when im singing to Taylor Swift.
i know
shes so "cool"
(GET IT? ICE? COOL? HAHAHAHAHA.)



okay.
mostly ive been putting up speeches here
and songs i write.
not much BLOGGING happening in Sam T's crib
omg
i used gangster slang.
but im still not cool
ps-shzille..
i dont know
im stressed
exams are stressful
yeah
SHOCK HORROR
but they are
even though you all already know they are
they are REALLY stressful
which im saying to emphasize my point
which i learnt in english
WHICH I HAVE ON MONDAY FOR AN EXAM
ARGH!!!!!
so yes
on these next few days ill just be basically writing songs
and crap posts
or none at all
enjoy what little there is to enjoy!
adios!
and remember
everything tastes better with ketchup.
cept ice cream
thats jsut gross.
ps: best song ever
seriously
click it
so sweet =)



is it right to cry
when the sun wills you to smile
cos my heart is breaking
and the stars refuse to shine.

is it right to live
for something that doesnt live for me
cos when he smiles
life seems so right to me.

Chorus:
Is it right to need you here
wish that you could see?
all the things im willing to
give up just to be...
the one to make you smile
when the clouds cover the light
the one to make you laugh
even though the time aint right.
the one to stop your heart from breaking
to stop your eyes from crying
to stop the world from spinning just for once.
is it right?
oh whoa...
is it right?

you talk straight
with a smile on your face
you cant see
how happy it makes, me.

you laugh
and it sounds like a song
cos the words your saying
makes the world seem like
nothing can go wrong.

Chorus:
Is it right to need you here
wish that you could see?
all the things im willing to
give up just to be...
the one to make you smile
when the clouds cover the light
the one to make you laugh
even though the time aint right.
the one to stop your heart from breaking
to stop your eyes from crying
to stop the world from spinning just for once.
is it right?
oh whoa...
is it right?